In the end

I was "slapped" on my face that everything worth nothing to fight for. I stepped out from my comfort zone and never going to look back. Whatever is the reason, I don't really care now. I am enjoying my life, I am blessed, loved by so many people that I don't realize. If not now, when the hell am I suppose to grow? At least I have all the good moments in my life with you. Somehow, it doesn't affect me in anyways now. Because there is no "special you" in my new life. I was a fool to think it was worth fighting. I got THE real and worthwhile battle to fight for. My future, my happiness is all in front of me, in fact in my hands. I wont let myself get blinded with all the silly things anymore. I am fine and stronger on my own. Pij thanks for making me realize -- I am better!

Beb! There you go a headstart for you. Stop fantasizing about NOTHING. I can do this. Ganbatte.

Hey you -- arigato gozaimas! Have a good day & hope to see you soon.

I gave up on everything but this -- my future.
You were so contagious but not anymore
Coz I'll be better like this
Nothing is predictable for the first time
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