Weather

Things don't really turn out the way you always wanted -- or maybe it is just me. It was really windy last night back in Newcastle. Seng would hug and make me feel warm. He would gave up his sweater to make me feel warm. He would give me a piggy ride if I my legs got cramps from the cold. I really miss him. As for Gaelle, she would scold me not to bring my thick jacket with me. She will ask me to grow up! She advise me to go to lectures. Gaelle I miss you so much too...

Yes, for the past few days I have been a very bad student! bad bad student. So I said to myself, after today -- I will change myself. If I really want to get this over with good grades, I have to do all the shits first. Being random -- you know the the weather kind of respond to my mood. Seriously guys, believe me! LOLS (I am not crazy). You know today, something quite unfortunate happened to me (personal event). I knew something kind of bad is going to happen. So it did. And my feelings just like as windy as right now! The coldness of my heart, is as cold as the weather now. Weird. Lets see if it will respond to my mood tomorrow or something. If it does -- its freaky.

God, today I went to Starbucks again with Jimmy for Caramel Frap. WTH man? I have been drinking only this and I eat nothing for today. I better take care of myself. The thing is I just cannot resist myself not to get one Frap a day. What I miss the most is Coco Latte from Guan Seng and Coffee & Cookies from Jollybean (Especially the one that Hajah made for me. She is the best Drink maker ever @ Jollybean. You should get Promoted darling!)

Last but not least, do tell me if I have the potential to be "something2" Next top model, despite I am 4" shorter than the "model".

with lotsa love,
Bebs Eda xx