Sorry...

for being less than perfect for you
I did my best to show you what I am capable of
I don't think I can be more than what you are
I am just a human being, not a machine
Things are different for the two us
I am happy the way I am
I miss the old you, you know?
Though I am here, not in your radar
I am still the same Beb that you knew
Nothing about me has changed
Just because I got friends who is different, doesn't mean I got influenced so easily
Just because I go out with someone who doesn't come from our background
It doesn't mean he is a bad person, I like him a lot, let me be with him
You should know, I am always envy with all the success and luxury you have now
You should know I love you more than anyone else
Hey, I am sad that we are not the same anymore, like when we were kids
Hey -- you clearly knew that I was never satisfied with where I am at now
You knew this is not what I want to do
This is not what I want to be
You knew I am doing this for you all rather than me
I only want at least recognition for what I am doing
I will not disappointed you this time -- I do my best not to
I have always been trying to bring up your name, so you don't have to be shy being with me
You do not even know how exactly I feel when you --
judged, compared, shouted, labeled me...
It hurts, especially when it is you who said it
This has to stop before it kills me completely
Please just let me be me & I promise you will see me with flying colors
Nothing is impossible to me
I hope you will realize that I miss the old you
All the fun memories we had together
Laughed at the same joke
and everything else...
Where is the great person I used to look up before?