| I miss you both |
Erin's parents and siblings just left few hours ago. Now,everything is back to Normal...University starts tomorrow. To be honest, I am not even close to finish revising all of my notes for January exam. My interview answers are not yet prepared too. Seriously, what is wrong with me? Everything just don't feel right at the moment -- maybe I did give up again. Great!
Sigh. I really want to run away somewhere where I can everything from the beginning. You know like being re-born in somewhere better & different. Guess, I am tired of re-living the same old life, where people have a very expectations on you. We all have limits & I think I had reached mine. I got bored with what I do now. Just think I should start do something new by now.
(being random) I miss... my youngest brother. His jokes. His sarcasm, advices, accompany, he is great! I think he is like a best friend to me. After what happened between my eldest brother and me, everything has changed, I miss him too, the old him. I envy my youngest sister who is now quite happy and ease with her life now. She got a job and a boyfriend who really loves her. At least, for now she is on her own. I am proud of her. wish I can do things like her. I should stop living in my own world, my creations. Nice or pleasant is not something that always happen.
(looking at piles of books and useless notes of mine)I better move on and do more reading. I want a good summer with no resits, good holidays without worries or revision. I am planing to go to either Brisbane, Bali, France, Thailand or Italy this Summer. How much is to Hawaii? or Japan?... Not sure who I am going with, surely I need one of those holidays, nice 5 star hotels & mouth-watering food.
OK lets get Economized! (-_-")
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