I am doing fine

It might not be the end for me
there are possibilities that I will fall hard this time
Sometimes, luck is not always with you
I realized someone or more of you are always here for me
I cried again
I broke down
Spiritually, I think I am doing fine
Better. Stronger. A fighter.
In any case I failed to fulfilled your mighty expectations,
forgive me for not being perfect
coz
insisted to JUST be myself - in the end
3 more days & things will be the same again