one step at a time

... I may not be able to step neither forward or backward now. Everything seems to be falling apart again. I don't belive in myself anymore. It seems to me, nothing I did is right. I wish I can stop the time and restart again ...
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Falling
Crawling
Screaming
Crying
Laughing
Disappointed
Upset
Devastated
Lonely

who ever knows how you really feel inside?
- you are my everything -