Waking up this morning is not the greatest thing to do in my life. Knowing my February is going to end soon, exam is just around the corner, assignment is due in 9 days! Why my times seem to be shorter now? Is it because I am trying to slow down the time? Or the world is going to come to end soon?
I have migraine again today & proud to say I did not miss any lectures today. Though I could not even pay any single attention to Research Methods lecture. God, it is beyond boring. In the end, Anita and I decided to play hangman to keep us awake. Met Far and Zyra - head to Primark for few hours. Then I decided to go home and had a nap. Before I was napping, was thinking about Richard, I wonder how was his day, I wonder who he met today, I wonder if he is doing okay - eventually I fell asleep. My phone got a text from Richard while I was napping. I smiled coz it was from him. Hope the headache is not going to be too nasty with you love. I also hope you will have a good night rest :)
... Listening to Lostprohets now ... I don't really know how I feel today actually. Somehow I am a bit bitter today. Sigh. I might need to pull myself together again I think. I am confused.com too LOL. Confused with what's happening and had happen. Don't think I am accepting some of the things that's going to happen or had happened! God, please give me strength to go through this one.
Look at me, "I really do not know what's really going on. And I feel everything is wrong here! Yeah we sing - If we are going no where and if it is enough, sing without a reason to ever fall in love again!" (Lostprophets - Last Train Home)
These feelings are jumbled
These thoughts are painful
The reality is cruel
This life is meaningless
This path is dark and complicated
Tell me if I will be all right
Because I am really scared of losing you,
losing me,
losing everything again
"Maybe tomorrow will be better": no - that's another lie
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