I hate this part right here

Pink Panther might not be funny to watch now
I just thought I am caught in the moment, again
It feels like I just knew you
It feels like I just said "hello" to you
It feels like not enough time
It feels like I am suffocating with all the thoughts, doubts and maybes in this silly head of mine
I just started to know you better
Sadly, this has to end so so so soon
However, it is not all sadness
I am happy whenever you can waste your time for me
I smile whenever you reply my text
I feel appreciated when you are thoughtful
I am upset when you got so much to do
BUT
If that what makes you happy and succeed, I am willing to accept all the facts, though it sucks
Reality has never been nice to me anyways
Not to worry too much about me
A bit messed up when you are not around
Trust me, I will be okay

I do miss us a LOT. I just wish this doesn't have to change so soon.
I might not be the person you miss the most
OR
Spend most of your time with
Unfortunately, I will miss you more than a lot :)
The question that most people ask: "Can we make it?"
For me, if we want it to happen, it happens.

Feeling awkwardly bittersweet,
she who just feel a bit too tired with goodbyes