What the heck is Valentine's Day? - and why some people do not celebrate it?
Erin and the gang will celebrate Anti-Valentine today! Woot Woot
As for myself - it'll be Valendearkstine Day! :D - nothing really dark or nasty. I promise!
Erin and the gang will celebrate Anti-Valentine today! Woot Woot
As for myself - it'll be Valendearkstine Day! :D - nothing really dark or nasty. I promise!
Nothing so special today really. Still the same old me with lots of things clouding in this mind. House chores is one of them. Doing my laundry now, at the same time listening to MP3, educating myself what is St. Valentine's day, also watching Heroes Season 3, it gets too interesting now. Tonight, of course, will meet him. I am not sure what to cook for dinner. Eventually I will come up with something :D
I miss celebrating this with my youngest sister. I think this is the only day that we won't argue or shout at each other. Though, I miss her so much. And I really hate not seeing her growing up. She is way mature than me. Unfortunately I am like her little sister. She always have my back, regardless how we hate each other so much! :) Miss you Biatch... Hope you will not leave me so soon to start your NEW life, coz I will miss you freaking much than.
I do not have troubles to confess to someone before. But now I guess I am too scared to hurt someone's and my feelings. Feelings are so fragile, once broken, it is quite hard to fix. I confessed and shared a lot here... My feelings sometimes cannot be trusted. My dad always tell me to believe in what I am capable of. How can I lost the trust I had once with myself?
I think I am starting to fall for someone again, though everything is unsure. I am afraid it might not be what I think it is. I just wish this can be made easier for me to work out. I am sure that someone does not realize all this - coz we both seems to be just here and there. Somehow, I do know my feelings are a bit tingling every time I think about you. I do not mind keep on falling for you, keep it a secret between us. Why? I am happy the way we are right now & I rather not ruin it again and again...
A note:
something for you, might make you smile
This is how I feel now
Might befalse
Might be blurry
I do know
I am so into you
&
I do not mind if you never feel the same way I do
at least, you always make me smile
Whenever I think of or talk to you
I do hope you will have a good day today
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I miss celebrating this with my youngest sister. I think this is the only day that we won't argue or shout at each other. Though, I miss her so much. And I really hate not seeing her growing up. She is way mature than me. Unfortunately I am like her little sister. She always have my back, regardless how we hate each other so much! :) Miss you Biatch... Hope you will not leave me so soon to start your NEW life, coz I will miss you freaking much than.
I do not have troubles to confess to someone before. But now I guess I am too scared to hurt someone's and my feelings. Feelings are so fragile, once broken, it is quite hard to fix. I confessed and shared a lot here... My feelings sometimes cannot be trusted. My dad always tell me to believe in what I am capable of. How can I lost the trust I had once with myself?I think I am starting to fall for someone again, though everything is unsure. I am afraid it might not be what I think it is. I just wish this can be made easier for me to work out. I am sure that someone does not realize all this - coz we both seems to be just here and there. Somehow, I do know my feelings are a bit tingling every time I think about you. I do not mind keep on falling for you, keep it a secret between us. Why? I am happy the way we are right now & I rather not ruin it again and again...
A note:something for you, might make you smile
This is how I feel now
Might be
Might be blurry
I do know
I am so into you
&
I do not mind if you never feel the same way I do
at least, you always make me smile
Whenever I think of or talk to you
I do hope you will have a good day today
(=
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