Good day

Well not really -- been through so much for the past few months since December. It is awful to be me. Though, I am stronger than before, I learn a lot, maybe I value more than I did before. My life will somehow never will be the same again -- hope is almost gone for good. Very windy today... I think that's how I feel right now. Windy, not sure what's right and what's wrong. I am going to proceed with my "sacrificed" dreams sooner. Enough of sad stories about me. Let's be happy coz life is short. Who knows one day I wake up, I see myself :)

I will upload some pictures here when I get my head straight... Today is Saturday, not sure what Richard and I will do, I am sure we will definitely have dinner at home. LOL. Very special. Somehow Melanie C's song "Never be the same again" is on loop in my head. Great! :D

Life is so fucking great now! It gets more interesting -- it is like standing at the edge of cliff, you almost fall but you didn't. I am looking forward for another chapter of my life next month. I bet more "good" news for me. Regardless all the shits I had been through for the past few years of my life -- I am still standing, made some mistakes in life decisions, that does not change a thing about me, I am still me. You will see more of me, shining or fading or disappearing. Who knows eh?

Much love,
A girl who has the courage to smile again :)