Private emotions

Thank you dad for being such a wise man when I need someone to talk too. Thank you for making me realising what I really want to do in life. Your words of wisdom are always with me. Again, thank you more than my life for saving me from the day I was born. Whatever mistakes you have done in your life, you are always my number one hero! :)

Thank you mom for trying so hard to make our relationship better. I am sorry I did not spend so much time with you last summer. I promise I will be better next summer. Somehow I miss you nagging me. It seems to be too quite without you here :)

Thank you to all of my sisters -- you are meant more than a life to me. You all have been supporting and spoiling me way too much, and to be honest I do not even know how am I suppose to repay you all back.

Thank you to my one and only eldest brother. Your childhood and mine has nothing in common. But we both have been through a lot. And not to mention how much I miss the old you. Without you, I really would not be here, standing on my own. Or able to think on my own independently. You are a great mentor and a brother. I know deep inside of you -- you are still the same old you.

Thank you to my madly crazy insane youngest brother who never fail to make me laugh on his stupid jokes! Making me thinking one step further. Giving me all the "adult" / "mature" advices. I miss jamming and being silly with you. Whatever you choose for your future, I am always right beside you. I will stand and push you forward no matter what they say to you or me.

Thank you to all of my friends who has been tolerating with my attitudes. Accepting the way I am, patiently listen to everything I have to say, tolerating when I interrupt while you're talking, being selfish, be there when I need someone to be with me! No name mention, but I know you know who you are, you girls and boys are awesome. Without you I am nothing but an empty plate! My world will not be as colourful as it is now :)

Thank you to all the tutors, teachers and lecturers who have faith in me and pray for all of my success. I am here now and Insya Allah I will go back Brunei and do something useful. No more troubles from me for the moment :))

Last but not least, someone who has known me for at least 4 months, you know who you are. Life has been different with you -- in a good way. And I cannot thank you more for everything you have done for me. You taught me a lot of things -- sometimes silly but makes sense. You listen to my weak argument all the time. It only took you one second to just completely shut me up with your thoughts and huge vocabulary :p You taught me to appreciate time and read more. Heart still beats so fast when you are close with me & that's a good sign :p

Love? It is not something easy to say or do? It takes courage to say and do it, like you mean it. All of you teach me what love REALLY is :) ♥

"Never let go of my hand or I'm lost without you"