Whatever it takes

Here is the story of us. I never even noticed you in Japanese class. The only thing I realise was I am the only unemployed person in that class. After Japanese class, we started to talk and you walked with me to the bus stop. To be honest I did not understand a word you said. I was being polite by nodding and responding where ever necessary! :p

I told about you to Erin, I told her I started to fancy you. That's not it. After meeting you couple of times at the bus stop, you freaked me out! Instantly, I just assumed you stalking me. LOL, how vain is that Rich? Told Erin about this, and I decided to just really ignore you. However, I could not do that, instead I asked for your phone number and start asking you out.

Remember that "embarrassing" day for me? I admitted, I was so freaking curious if you are not available. BUT whoever thought Dex would asked you & said, "Beb, no girlfriend!" Okay, that was not that obvious really. You made me feel even worst, "Yeah I just pretended I did not hear that. You could have wait for me to go at least before you tell her." - That's what you said to Dex. Dex replied, "It is just a reflex action" -- my ass. Really, I almost puke coz I was too embarrassed! I don't think you notice I didn't talk so much after that happened. :P

on the same night, I think... Was chatting with you online."Is it my computer or is it you keep on changing your personal message like 10 times?" you asked -- ok that was funny. Seriously, why was I so nervous telling you the truth that night? And I am not even sure what the heck were you thinking... I was hinting here and there, but you said, "wait for a perfect time..." Perfect time, like when? After our conversation online, I did not give up! I text you again and this time -- my confessions.

Here we are now -- still together. 4 months and still counting. I do not mind where and when this relationship will end or fall -- all I know now is I do whatever it takes... to put smiles on your face every day! You leaving Newcastle -- is one of the saddest news for me. Regardless, I only have less than a month to be with you -- I learned a lot from you, you make me happy, you make me smile, laugh & special for the past 4 months and still is. Where would we be if I never tell? Would you ever ask me? I don't know... Glad to know that you are mine now. Every ending is a beginning... Hope to see you really soon Rich.

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Richard B. I want to be.....

|Richard B. & Bebs Eda MJ|
|@ Tynemouth beach, Newcastle upon Tyne, 11th Jan 09|


your sunshine
your sparkling stars
your hero
your smile :)
your joy
your last first kiss
your close friend
your best friend
someone who you can count on
someone who you can trust
someone special
able to stay in this moment always,
because it made me happy
What am I going to do without you?
.everything will be different.