Whatever it takes

Here is the story of us. I never even noticed you in Japanese class. The only thing I realise was I am the only unemployed person in that class. After Japanese class, we started to talk and you walked with me to the bus stop. To be honest I did not understand a word you said. I was being polite by nodding and responding where ever necessary! :p

I told about you to Erin, I told her I started to fancy you. That's not it. After meeting you couple of times at the bus stop, you freaked me out! Instantly, I just assumed you stalking me. LOL, how vain is that Rich? Told Erin about this, and I decided to just really ignore you. However, I could not do that, instead I asked for your phone number and start asking you out.

Remember that "embarrassing" day for me? I admitted, I was so freaking curious if you are not available. BUT whoever thought Dex would asked you & said, "Beb, no girlfriend!" Okay, that was not that obvious really. You made me feel even worst, "Yeah I just pretended I did not hear that. You could have wait for me to go at least before you tell her." - That's what you said to Dex. Dex replied, "It is just a reflex action" -- my ass. Really, I almost puke coz I was too embarrassed! I don't think you notice I didn't talk so much after that happened. :P

on the same night, I think... Was chatting with you online."Is it my computer or is it you keep on changing your personal message like 10 times?" you asked -- ok that was funny. Seriously, why was I so nervous telling you the truth that night? And I am not even sure what the heck were you thinking... I was hinting here and there, but you said, "wait for a perfect time..." Perfect time, like when? After our conversation online, I did not give up! I text you again and this time -- my confessions.

Here we are now -- still together. 4 months and still counting. I do not mind where and when this relationship will end or fall -- all I know now is I do whatever it takes... to put smiles on your face every day! You leaving Newcastle -- is one of the saddest news for me. Regardless, I only have less than a month to be with you -- I learned a lot from you, you make me happy, you make me smile, laugh & special for the past 4 months and still is. Where would we be if I never tell? Would you ever ask me? I don't know... Glad to know that you are mine now. Every ending is a beginning... Hope to see you really soon Rich.

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